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    After many, many years of being intrigued with this, I finally experienced my first "float" session. 90 minutes inside of a soundproof, lightproof tank filled with water and epsom salt heated to the body's natural temperature.     The process is pretty simple. I was given my own little tank room with a little dressing bench and a shower. I showered quickly first and as I was stepping into the tank, I Immediately noticed how comfortably warm the water was. I crouched down inside and pulled the door shut. BLAST OFF! Right away I could feel something stir. It's a slightly jarring feeling having your immediate surroundings, sensations and distractions taken away all at once like that. I laid back, adjusted to this new floating sensation and waited....     I couldn't ignore my "panic" reaction. Nothing bad, but with a history of drug use and abuse in my background, along with some meditation and therapy, I could recognize my physical reactions. There wa...

     I don't watch "zombie" movies and I don't really get the big deal with them over the last couple years but a couple weeks ago I was flipping through the channels and started watching some show that looked to me to be about some sort of extreme camping with a small group of people. Maybe after a big war or something. Then I realized, it was that stupid "Walking Dead" show. I watched it awhile then got bored but it got me thinking about how close we are to living in a zombie apocalypse and how some places already are. I mean, Liberia is basically in an apocalyptic state. So is Somalia. Civil war, cannibalism, starvation, 10 year old kids cutting off people's limbs with machetes, gang rapes, burning down villages....     I wonder how long it would take for America to reach this state of apocalypse. I'm guessing stop the sale of gasoline and shut down the electricity for less than a month and the wheels come OFF. Most grocery stores only carry abou...

    Man, we fucked up. We fucked up bad. I fucked up, you fucked up, we ALL fucked up. We all fell for some kind of "program." We can't really take on all the blame, it was here long before any of us were around but there HAS been plenty of opportunities to change it. There is now.     Wether it's the idea of house, kids, husband/ wife, career, blah, blah, blah...The idea of just getting some bullshit job and really laying in there and applying yourself so maybe you can work up to manager one day. Maybe just running up your credit cards either trying to keep up, maybe just have a couple nice things or sometimes just as help out of an "emergency." It's all just programs.     The canaries are dying all around us. It seems like every other child is being diagnosed with either autism or some kind of food allergy, the U.S. is getting fatter by the day and from what I can tell from commercials on TV, the men in america can't seem to get it up anymore. Ev...

   You know what? Fuck all this shit. FUCK ALL THIS SHIT. We are supposed to be on the verge of a spiritual revolution and all anyone can talk about is "Game Of Thrones" and deflated footballs. We're on the abyss of something beautiful, magical and terrifying and almost everyone I know is so afraid. Afraid to step outside of this little fort we all keep building around ourselves to protect us from reality. Fuck. I know people who are not only killing themselves physically but emotionally and spiritually as well and fucking REFUSE to step away from the devices that are enabling this process.      Humans used to have up to 360 senses and now we're down to five. And we're supposed to believe we're the most advanced civilization? Some of us already know this is bullshit. What about the pyramids? While the "powers that be" want us to believe these were just tombs for kings with crazy egos, it's becoming much more obvious these were transmitters for s...